He calls me sunshine
I start thinking about how too much sunshine makes a desert
He says he has enough calm in him for the storm that’s about to come
Okay, I say. I tell him I’ll try to be the anchor, but I’m scared he’ll drown
He promises he won’t quit on me, that we’ll be alright
I tell him that I can already see this ending even though it just began,
That I know he’s trying to keep the both of us afloat
But I’ve been using anguish and loneliness as a life jacket for far too long;
I’ve been turning suffering into survival for far too long to believe in the uncertainty of happiness again.
I know he’ll still try to keep the both of us afloat
But the ocean I’m drowning in holds water saturated with apathy
And I can already feel the water enter my lungs, and I can already feel him slipping away.
-M.S.
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